So I thought of this concept earlier last week when something
happened. I saw someone on last Wednesday that I haven't see in many years, and
she got me thinking. Of course it was a woman who got me thinking, but this one
is a little special, and not because anything special happened between us, but
because she was my first... non-celebrity crush.
Now I could go on about her, and I will a
little because it will help me make my future point. She was one of the popular
girls, I was the bullied kid, but she was really nice to me. I thought she was
cute, and still is. Her and her family just like mine weren't the richest or most
privileged, she was also for a while there the girl next door well across the
street, well it wasn't really a street she lived across from me in this low
income housing complex. (Yes, I do know how cliché I that was; I don't
apologize for being young).
Okay, back to my original concept of being
nostalgically romantic, or nostalgically attracted to someone. But actually it
is quite simple. Nostalgia: pleasure and sadness that is caused
by remembering something from the past and wishing that you could experience it
again. And so seeing someone you were once romantically interested
after a period of time, it will occasionally stir something inside you that can
make you think once again that you should possibly date them. I mean this is
the same concept behind people getting back with their previously dumped
romantic partners, or at least one of the things behind it. I mean getting back
together with a previously dumped romantic partner usually doesn't end well
unless there has been a complete shift in one or both of the people involved.
You did break up for a reason so unless that reason changed DON'T, especially
if that reason was cheating. But if these feelings are not acted upon or assumed
unrequited, then as long as the two people are single I don't see why it isn't
possible for them to act on say a high school crush, years after high school
has ended (or in my case an elementary/primary school crush many years after
elementary school has ended). I mean you also have to consider that if you are
not currently in a romantic partnership, haven't had a potential romantic
partnership in a while, or even are unhappy in your current romantic
partnership, what you're feeling isn't actually real and what you're just
feeling what you once had because you miss it. I'm not sure if I've said this
here before but being in a romantic partnership for the sake of being in
a romantic partnership is not a good idea, there should always be an end
game in sight. Unless of course it is just a physical thing then it is not
a romantic partnership, it is a physical relationship.
It is possible that this
is in some way related to "The one that got away," though I've always
seen that as being someone you've previously been involved with in some way and
it was the opposing partner had ended it where you didn't want it to end. And I
know I am repeating myself, but unless there has been some sort of change in
either yourself or you previously dumped romantic partner, don't just DON'T get
back together with them. Also there are the people who think "The one
that got away" is that one person you wanted to but didn't
"score" with, which is ridiculous. Like there's a list of people you
"need" to sleep with to feel whole or something, it is okay to only
have ever slept with one person, or no people, or one hundred people.
Post Script: It's pretty bad, I haven't spoken to her in over 10 years. It's pretty bad, I really need to get myself a crush.
Post Script: It's pretty bad, I haven't spoken to her in over 10 years. It's pretty bad, I really need to get myself a crush.
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